I awoke this morning with a feeling of sadness and indescribable frustration. My husband and I had just gotten back from a fabulous weekend in Las Vegas after having attended the Author 101 University conference. I was so moved and touched by speakers like Mark Victor Hanson, Alex Carrol, Stephanie Hartman, Brendon Burchard and Lauren Slocum that I could pinch myself for being in the same room with such inspirational leaders.
After being on a high for four days, I came back to my life as a chiropractor in Boulder CO. How many people do I touch on a given day? It is very easy to step into the thoughts of comparison and as you probably know, comparison is a definite track to failure. God has given each and every one of us a uniquely and distinctive voice to share with the world.
Whenever I am in what I call “a funk”, taking a bath or a swim is one of the best things I can do for myself. The water calms me and puts my emotions into a state of flow.
So there I was, floating in the bathtub and reading the last chapters of the book “Its Not About The Money”, hoping I could gain some wisdom. I read an exercise that encouraged me to consider what it would be like if I only had one minute left to live. Would I put my focus on the future? Would I berate myself about choices made in the past? Or would I embrace the present and surrender to the water?
In this moment, as I journeyed into this meditation, I felt totally peaceful. The warm bath water enveloped my body and the bouyancy brought me to a place of true surrender. The weight of the world had been lifted by just being present to the gifts of life. I could feel my heart beat…lub dub, lub dub, my muscles melted like butter, my speed racing thoughts halted, my eyes gazed upon the reflection in the water of a photo of Florence as its mirage lay upon chest, the blueberry skies above filtered their brilliant colors through our window as the trees of winter swayed in the wind. I was truly present and no longer did the past or the future matter.
What would you do if you had one minute to live? Would you RUSH to second 60 or would you embrace life’s gifts in the present. How present are you?
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